I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love.

-Kuba Wojewodzki, Polish journalist and comedian (via theglasschild)

— And truthfully, I’ve never felt more alone than when I am here without you now.

(Source: wordsthat-speak, via mywhisperedcolors)

Blissful, Joyous, Reunion!!

After only ONE more workday I am going to be back  on my way to Ottawa to finally be reunited with the ever so patient gf :)

I will have 3 days with her and with the house to myself, plan to fully make use of all our alone time :P

We have some plans for the weekend, running by the canal, bubble tea and she wants to make a trip to Indigo, which is totally okay by me, just glad to get to spend time with her :) Looking back now, truly, 60 days has never seemed so short and I am glad this seemingly endless wait is over! She really made this manageable as we have about 2,200 texts between us since we met and I feel like I really grew to know her over Skype and text, which is something different than I am used to, but very much welcomed :)

Hard to sleep being this excited!

Python and the World?

So today at work when I was just loading up images onto some PCs I was looking at some job postings that Python would be useful for… and oh my. After seeing the wide range of variety of places that were hiring just specifically for a Python Dev, I could go to the UK, Europe or most places in the US! I am going to really commit the rest of my free time in the Summer here to becoming fluent in it because it looks like it won’t be going away any time soon, but maybe I will!

After tonight, it will be June 10th, which means that I am only 17 days away from seeing the lovely ladyfriend Veronica, whom has been relentless in her teasing haha. Even today, I pretty much texted her from when I got up for work at 6:30 until now, almost non-stop all day, I am thankful to have someone who I actually share enough with to talk all day about anything with :} Even tonight she is quick to remind me that she has to cuddle her Panda stuffy because I am away…. damn that Panda!!!! But! Soon enough I will be up there and all the cuddles, and a few other things heh, are going to be had! ;)


Back is fucking wrecked after 2 days of Volleyball this week

New GPU!

It is in Windsor as of today, I will probably have to pick it up on Friday at the UPS Store, but I can’t wait to slap it into my rig!

12-Hour Sleep and my weekend!

So after the work week I got home, ate, and thought to myself, maybe I will just nap a bit before I go out tonight at 9. So getting into bed at 7:30 I closed my eyes and woke up at 7:45am the next day haha, guess work really takes its toll on you! But I woke up feeling awesome so all is well!

Saturday was a good day though! I accompanied my Momma to wine tasting and pairings at a few of the local wineries here. We got to eat some pretty awesome food and try some good wines, even got a few bottles for cooking with Veronica :} It was a good day to kill with Momma and I would definitely go do something like that again! After the wine expedition we came home, made supper and sat outside on the patio and had supper, nice wind down evening after the week for sure! After we ate and Momma went in I just stayed outside and sat on the couch and played guitar and wrapped up in blankets and texted Ronnie pretty much all night, it’s crazy how much I can talk to her and never get bored, honestly can’t wait to see her :}

Today is just going to be a quiet day of Fallout, gym and maybe a run since the sunshine is too nice to not go out in! Also, Skype movie date tonight aha, it’ll have to do for now!